Wooden Buttons and Teal Thread: A Pandemic Narrative

By Lauren Michelle Levesque

(September 24th, 2021) 

The button.
Pull absently.
I watch it
b ounc e,
softly. Curse. 

P-u-l-l off the dress.
List the emails,
deadlines, unread
stack
of
articles
on my desk. Shout:
“I don’t have time for this!!!” 

After a moment:
sit on the e
                  d
                  g
                  e
of a freshly made bed.
Reach over.
Choose teal thread. 

It is unlikely anyone will
notice the color
against
the slightly
                   r n l
                w i k ed
                               linen. 

I will know that,
some mornings:
I stop.
Defiantly
stitch
on
a
wooden
button
with
thin
teal
thread.

 

This poem emerged from a moment when I had a visceral realization of the need to SLOW  DOWN in the midst of the pressures and uncertainties of the continued COVID-19 pandemic. As  Tanya J. Behrisch asks in her own discussion of cooking as a small act of love and rebellion in these  COVID times: “What is worth doing right now?” (2021, p. 668).  

References: 

Behrisch, T.J. (2021). Cooking a Pot of Beef Stew: Navigating Through Difficult Times through  Slow Philosophy. Qualitative Inquiry, 27(6), 667-676. 

 

 

Bio

Lauren Michelle Levesque is an assistant professor in the Providence School of Transformative  Leadership and Spirituality at Saint Paul University in Ottawa, Canada. Her current research includes engaged scholarship, spatial approaches to local peacebuilding, and nonviolent social change. She is  co-founder of the Research Group on Imagination, Storytelling, and Spaces. Lauren Michelle contributes to community-facing projects using arts for social change as well as to scholarly  conferences and peer-reviewed publications on music, practice, and peace.